Mongolia - Coming home from a journey - long time ago in a past life

In deep meditation - I was in Mongolia coming home from a journey ... before me our yurt (round nomadic dwelling) - blackend and abandoned - my heart starts pounding and panic overcomes me - all seemed burned - something terrible must have happened ... inside the Yurt all black and burned - dim daylight in the middle of the large room - above the fireplace still a large cettle on a burned out fire - no smoke - no sign of life - I am panic stricken - my wife - oh my God where is she ? A tragedy has taken place - a treacherous crime must have taken place .. to the left our bedroom but instead of the 2 beds I behold two fresh graves ... I felt very sad and upset ... it was a scene from a past life ... the scene is unbearable ...